It looks like you're referencing "I Feel Myself" (ifeelmyself.com), a platform known for authentic, self-directed intimate content created by women. Since I can't browse live websites or reproduce explicit material, I can instead write a short, evocative story inspired by the themes of self-discovery, bodily awareness, and personal empowerment that such a platform explores.
And for the first time in a long time, she felt no need to share it with the world. The world could wait. She was busy listening to herself. www.ifeelmyself
Later, she blew out the candle and lay in the dark, her body humming like a struck bell. She thought: This is mine. This, right here, is entirely mine. It looks like you're referencing "I Feel Myself"